So here we are..how the hell did i become 40something with 4 kids???....i didn't 'make it" as an artist before motherhood so does that mean i'm not serious or i've missed my chance?? When i finally got the headspace to 'think' again i went right back to where i left off. Despite continuously producing artwork whilst changing nappies and doing the kid thing it was always a compromise. I'm the first to admit i caught up trying to please ...trying to validate why a mother could